As I was saying in a previous post, I broke up
recently with a girl, let’t call it M. And although I wasn’t expecting this, I
felt a pain in it, a pain that was sometimes more intense and sometimes more
light and bearable. I asked this pain, which expressed itself as a kind o
burning sensation in my stomach and in my arms, what does it wants to tell me,
actually. And she said that I feel abandoned, left alone, and that I’ve missed
an opportunity to love.
The truth is that lately I felt more than ever
a need to communicate with people, to be in touch with them. And because for
some time I've quit my old job, my daily ordinary interactions with people reduced
also. And I feel this, especially when something happens on the emotional
level.
So, from this space
of abandonment, I became aware of a need for support, for love,
for „I am here for you”.
And in the Kundalini
Meditation, last week, it happened an unexpected and healing thing. In the
dance phase, came into my mind the moments when we held each other’s hands, in
the meditation workshops, and we were feeling each other, and I asked for that,
right there. And I saw, with my inner eye, two hands holding me, and a group
energy that was supporting me and was there beside me in those moments. The
energy entered through my arms and went straight to my heart. My tears started
flowing and I started to cry...as I haven’t cryed since long time.
So, what more can I
say, than „Thank you, my dear friends!”
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