Impressions on a Bodhiray meditation group, November 2008

In November 2008, I’ve been to a meditation/therapy  group, with Bodhiray, an Osho disciple and therapist.

Bodhiray is a strange but beautiful  being. First time I saw him, he scared me a little. He had such a stillness in his eyes.But after you see his inner child also, hahaha…and his inner mother:)…you chill out. I chilled out.

Now about the workshop…

I remember about a sense of poetry, looking outside, through the window, at the falling leaves… The wind was blowing pretty hard, but still, things were moving really slow for me.

I remember also about a flash image from the Dinamic Osho Meditation, when I opened my eyes (heh, I know you’re not supposed to do this) and I saw the people around me in the sunlight, jumping in the same rhythm and shouting “Huu!” :)

Then…Bodhiray’s jokes…”...."you are very beautiful when you blush!", "oh, you have a tricky mind!", "now you are a general, no smile on your face!" :))

Yes, and the sharing from the last day….hm. I wouldn’t thought that this part can be so…ravishing.  Usually, in this part, people simply say something from the past. And the past, no matter how intense was, it is past, it is dead. But then it was different.  Maybe the trustful atmosphere encouraged people to be honest and to open without the fear of being punished or judged.  And the repressed emotions surfaced, those pains that weren’t yet healed…

Hmda.